An individual should not be divisive but instead be in oneness with the fact that they and their experience are one practically inseparable unit. One’s experience which is the experience of all mankind (in perspective) put together through millennials of how the human organism see, hear, smell, taste and how it makes contact with its sense of touch within the ecological unit it lives, and not neglecting the humongous complexities of systems he has invented which bombards him with millions of suggestions that dictates which sensory meaning fits as an interpretation for one event or another. Though, a challenging percentage of the time the organism unknowingly accepts these suggestions out of the vulnerability of choice or the inert instinct to survive. Often than not, this acceptance is immediately registered which is then stored up in the cells as fact, and overtime becomes the foundation on which the individual base what reality is, be it for the sake of safety or gratification.
This is what I realized by this close watch, I found out the disorganized-organized (disorder smartly disguised as order) nature of the individual that is stored up in the cells and improved upon through millennials of repetition (which are also subjected to slight modification as they go through the chaos and bliss of life) is leeched to them just like a shadow. Respecting this observations we draw a fair conclusion, that no matter how an individual desires to live differently it is near impossible that he/she is able because the complexity of the program that is ever-at-work fueling their will-perpetually interferes with, and undermines any effort made by them to live any different (sanely or being utterly good).
This I have concluded after much careful observation which further clarified that the being who desires to live differently after discovering its impaired nature does not exist as a separate “decision maker” (ego) who can alter or distinguish its actions (desire, lust, greed, fear, pain, pleasure, hope, faith, joy, love, goodness, etc.) from the fabric of its ecological unit or the eternally revolving program of its experience.
(Perhaps at this point I should apologize that in all, there is no solution to this particular problem, or there is but it is your responsibility to find out).